rach's 16th :D

heya! haha happy wensday! (:

anyway rach's sweet 16th organized by her truly wonderful mum. hahaha!

i really hope you had an awesome one awesome awesome bestie! :D

birthday girl!

darrel. rachie <3
keefe and beatrice

Haley's vows: "Nathan, it's been said that there's one word that will free us from the weight and the pain of life. And that word is love. And I believe that. That doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard, or that it won't be. It just means that I've found a stillness and a bravery in myself when I'm with you. You make me brave. And I will love you until the end of time. This I vow to you today.''

but rather i wanna emphaisze this.

Nathan's vows: "Last year we sat on the beach and I told you how much I loved you, and how I would always, always protect you. And that day nobody believed that this would work. But I don't think anybody understood the love that I have for you. Because if they did, they would have never doubted us, so I wanted to marry you all over again in front of most of our world. Because today, when I look into your eyes, my love for you only grows-it's even stronger now. My love will never waiver. This I vow to you, today, and always. Forever."

quoted from one tree hill season three.

yess xian hui! HE'S THE BOMB! your kid is gonna turn out to be one heck of a hot one :D haha!

finally someone shares the same passion for me for nathan! :D :D :D haha besides you lisa (:

need i say more? haha nathan how awesome can you get? :)

have a good weeek! :D

packed schedule

ahhh! monthly testtt! :(
and they just informed us like whatt. just now? im doomed laaa. hopefully they dont send the results to the house.
and im busyyy this weekend. ultimately tight schedule. and there's school tmrrrr. aiyoo. why laa :(

oh and just yesterday they had a ceramah at school like some motivational uplifting your spirit kinda talk. it was kinda cool actually. jun yen was busy doing her add maths ==' yeahh and she calls other people nerds. haha (im kidding girl)
the speaker said that sometimes even though you have the brains but you gotta have the heart too to acheive sucess in life. she said that you gotta have the passion to do it too. not the brains only.
but then i felt the opposite way. whatt if you have all the heart in the world but you dont have the brains? haha im just kidding la. its just a random thought.

"My name is Lucas Scott. I'm a senior at Tree Hill High School. I play basketball -- at least I used to. I have a girlfriend -- at least I used to. And I have a best friend. Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you, or someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes-someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

i wanna marry him! x) he's so awesome. you're the bomb lucas. but the awesomer one would definitely be nathan :D :D :D
nathan nathan naathan nathan nathan
james lafferty james lafferty james lafferty james lafferty.
my hormones can seriously shoot up to optimum rate. whooo.
damn he's hotttt. you should see him in the episodes. he's like WOAHHH. makes me feel all jumpy and awwhhh-ish. adrenaline floww at maximum speed. hahhahah.
haha. have a good weekend!

40 days prayer and fasting

heya! happy tuesday! :)
had the worst stomach wind in the whole entire universe today. felt like i was 9 months pregnant. ohkayy fine not like i know how does being pregnant nine months feel but yeahh it hurt like crapp :( but its better now! thank you god!

haha anyway today's the starting of the 40 days prayer and fasting! whooohoo! im actually rlly excited about it. i mean i never felt excited about fasting but this time i really feel like God wants to really open my eyes to many different things around me and to bulid a stronger relationship with him. and i really hope im not just building my relationship with God this 40 days but to use this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with Him for the rest of my life.

so anyway last sunday we had our annual prayer drive. we went around the highways just rlly praying and encouraging each other through out the whole way. yew juan rlly encouraged us to pray for our country and to instill the love for our country inside us.

and even as i was in the car i began to recall how amazing God has really blessed me and is still blessing me with so many things that i always take granted for. even as we were travelling down the highways we past by people walking and some low cost apartments. i was sitting comfortably in the car without any worries whether it was going to rain. and i have a house to cover my head every morning and night without worrying if i have any place to sleep tonight. i have amazing parents who continuosly care and nurture me providing me with everything i need. good friends. and awesome dg leaders! :D haha.

and you know sometimes this are the little things in life we always take granted for. we don't really bother because we think we deserve it. there are so many people out there homeless and even orphanages that dont have parents to shower them with love. and here i am complaning about things like not getting the clothes i want or about my room being too small and blah blah. its not wrong to want all this stuff but perhaps the next time i actually complain i would really need to look at another perspective.

when God blesses us He does it with a reason. and i feel like as we grow up its less about me me me me me all the time but we tend to pray more for other people. and i realise that when we pray more for other people we get blessed too! there'sfeel so go this nice feeling inside you that makes you good! and we don't necessarily have to bless them with expensive stuff but even little things like talking to them, eating recess with the people that usually sit alone, helping them with their homeworks, sharing food with people during recess. things like this that people are not in favor to do. but these are the stuff that God delights and takes pleasure in :)

have a good week everyone!

cheer 08!

i know im a little late but i was rlly lazy to update bout cheer haha. untill today! :D

haha its my first year actually. but whatever it is. it was tiring and awesomely fun! ;)

had to wake up real early to get to school (part of trixxon's stuff) and blah blah. not much about cheer stuff pictures and videos. but you can get it from you tube. google it yourself laa ;)

dynamitez were awesome! :) haha i mean all this years all i herad was oh dynamitez are awesome and blah blah but wow. haha. they rlly put in tons of effort. and so was shirtliff and stunners ( both gals and guys ) . haha from the way they do it. i doubt hard work is enough. its extra double triple hardwork to get this far!

and nevertheless. BLITZERZ! :)

every year. there will be a sea of blue at cheer. haha and this year its better than before! :) everyone was very supportive of their school. every school had their own supporting teams, but i didnt capture the rest of the school's.

the crowd was huge haha.

steph ! <3>

zhiling!

zi chuen. zhling. jun.trixxon :)

zhiling. jun. me. awesome besties :) and juat also but she didnt come. sucker! ;)

haha half the pictures here includes you both laaa ==' dun say i never post your picturess :D

i thought everyone did their best, especially blitzerz. i mean this year all of them rlly trained their asses off. and despite not winning anything, i felt that you guys have won that spirit that burns so deep! there are always next years! as long as you learn and do better thats good enough! :)

cheers to all! :o

cuckoo

im pissed! grrrr.
today some teacher which i would rather not mention the name thank youu very much said something that scared a scar on my soul. hahahahahahaha! omggg. this is so ridiculous. im just trying to soul shakespear-ish. so anyway this was what happened.

it was an awesome morning. noo seriously. i finished all my homework. tried paying attention in class. and blah blah blah. and then. suddenly that teacher came in and did all the usual blah blah lectures. and suddenly i heard my name being called.

teacher: what is that behind your chair?
me : huh. whatt?
teacher: are those biscuits crumbs?
me: arr? what crumbs?
teacher: natalie khoo. why you eat in class?
( just beacuse i set near the rubbish in and the crumbs were behind me. i mean come on. what the heck. means if everything thrown there is all my faut laa. gayness. okay anyway fine. no point arguing to spoil my morning so i ignored her la)

teacher: natalie khoo (would you pls stop calling me that already) why you have such a bad atitude. how come you dunno who eat in class? why you all never cooperate. your class no teamwork. i never hear your class get kebersihan award before and blah blah blah blah)

omggg. that sentence completely killed my soul. i was stunned. what the heckkkk. this is so retarded.
no 1. how am i suppose to freaking know who threw those crumbs
no2. i cant be constantly seeing who throw rubbish every single second
no3. damn ittt. not seeing who threw those crumbs doenst mean i have a bad atitude.
no4. im not a rubbish stalker. i dont see who throw what in that bin.

im sorry for not looking at who threw it ==' im sorry that i could have warn that person not to throw those food. im sorry that its my fault for sitting behind and whatever that gets thrown its my fault. im sorry i dont notice who brings what food to school every day.
shyte man. shyte.

haha anyway later looking back at it, i find it quite funny. haha. the most ridiculous thing that happened. what to do :) im not implying anything. im just saying perhaps you can alter the sentence a little and perhaps know the truth before you say anything. haha.

cheer 08 tmr! ta.

thank youu all! :)

haha im sixteen! :D

wheeee! thank you so much to everyone that made in awesome! :)

hahaha. few people that i would like to really really thank beacuse without them i probably wouldnt be what i am today! :)

firstly. to the most amazing person ever. he's one that never shuts you down at all. he's your best friend someone you can count on to. he's someone that i wouldnt wanna give up for the rest of my life. thank you God! you've carried me thru sixteen amazing years of life (i seriously dont know how he did that ) thru all those nonsense and everything :) haha i love you so much dear God. thank you for everything in my life :)

haha. alright next up. parents of course. haha. thank you mum and dad for putting up all those nonsense woth me. im sixteen now. stop telling me how cute i looked when i was small and how naughty i am now ==' hahaha. anyway thank you so much mum and dad! :D

p/s can i have a new phone please? x)

you did a great job bringing me up :D hahahahaha.

my grandparents! :) haha. the ones who pamper me like nobody's business. since small they hardly say no to everything that i ever asked for. im rlly hoping to celebrate this year's with you both :) oh well we'll see about that. haha i love you both so so much! :)

dg leaders! :D hahaha. from those tubs of new zealand ice creams to the thousand bars of chocolates to those sleepovers and those hours comforting me with anything i present you mr and mrs see yew juan! :D haha. they both play a very important role in my life. thank you so much for everything ! :)

and my calculator :) haha. i dont rlly know what to say about it but it's been helping me for the past 3 years now? :) haha i cant imagine my life without it. i never knew it meant so much to me. until. i lost in this year haha. thank you mr calculator. and sorry that i've been dropping you for the past one thousand times. i'll try to get a casing for you :)

last but not least. awesome awesome friends! :)

thank you so much jun yen. zhiling. juat lee. jou ee. for that wonderful cakeee! it was a rlly nice surprise! and steph thammmm for those wonderful muffins! :D i appreciate it so muchhh!

and weng si and vic ki for that photo frame. and huajie. jaz. joel. soonyi. derrick the photographer. liqi who almost killed me by trying to trip me down. nevertheless thank you all!

just random pictures :)

jun yen. soon yi.

rachel. steph.

huajieeee :)leeeee jun yennnn :)zhiling! :D

2 texts i found funny.

happy 16th natalie khoo su ling! here's congratulating you on an awesome 16 years of existence and wishing you many awesome ones to come. and also wishingyou'll find your tall, smart guy who'll sweep you off your feetwith algebra and take your breath away with chemical equations. loves! -soonyi -

haha yeah soon! definitely! x)

happy birthday nat! i know im ten minutes late but i have an excuse. a very sad one. actually. but nvm that,. its urbirthday! yay! :). this is very spectacular cuz i never rmbwishing any! on their birthdays. you're the first:) so u better feel honoured. haha k nights im gonna cry my self to sleep. lol. love ya! :) -jun yen-

thanks for being happy for me although you werent jun :( its ohkayy cheer up alright hun! :)

haha. im not old okay. long way to go still! :) now that im older (sigh) haha i hope to be a better human to all mankinds. heh.

m sixteen and im going strong :)

cheers!

lee jun yen :)

cheer up girl :)
im specially dedicating this post to you.
its not the end of the world.

this is just a small part of your life that you're gonna look back later and laugh about it as if nothing happened .

im gonna be right over here. here here here.
im not gonna run away. all you gotta do. is come :)
i promise you things are gonna be fine.
and we can learn chemistry together! :D


you're my best friend ever :)
hugs hugs hugs.

bio peka.

haha happy friday! :D
biology peka today. incase you don't know whats peka its a sort of exam dealing with experiments. haha and yes you guessed it right i screwed it three times in a row. hahaha. third time now.
you know everytime after peka i'll be like ohkay nat shyte happens. just do better for the next one. but hello shytes cant happen evrytime righttt ==' yeahh.

anyway this morning me jun yen and jin wai was panicking our asses off trying to memorize the discussion for the results. we memorized each a little bit so that we can exchange the answers in the lab because we are in the same group. today has been a paticularly not a very good day for everyone i guess beacuse everyone was complaining and having mood swings and blah blah.
so yeah and guess whats the worst part.


jeng jeng jeng!


puan usha told us after we ALREADY wrote the discussion that theres no point memorizing from the book beacuse thats not the answers she wanted.
great huh. when we didnt memorize everyone wrote the memorized answers. and now that we already memorized you gotta write your answers. me jun and jin stared at each other as if some miracle is supposed to happpen =='

haha anyway after going around everyone elses table looking for answers we decided that for once we're gonna crack our heads and write the proper answers. and we did! :D
awesome eh. everyone contributed a bit. jun was correcting all our grammars. jin wai remembered some answers. i gave some scientific term. and tada we did it! :)
hahaha. jin finished first. and this was the scenario.

jun: eh wads your problem. can you sit down and wait for us anot
me: ya lah. eh just beacuse you finish first doenst mean you can leave okay
jun: ya lah. gay shyte
me: yeah gay shyte
jin: eh wads YOUR problem im just packing my stuff laa you backsides.

hahaha. you should have seen his expression! everyone was already streesing out and yeah me and jun do what we do best. adding the stress-ness into it :D
haha anyway jin you're the bomb! haha you cheered up everyone's day ! :)

haha this is gonna be the last experiment for peka i think. im definitely gonna miss all the fun times. hopefully three of us can be in the same team again next year :)

haha im rlly glad i have friends like this. friends that can such nonsense and awesome at the same time :) when i was younger then i always thought that the more friends you have the awesomer you are, haha but indeed i realised that quality is always what we are looking for in friends. not quantity.

haha. my dad said that you can always have a lot of friends but very little good freinds that will last you a life time. somehow i just know that the good friends i have now are the bunch that will stick out their asses whenever i need them. i dont even have to ask them beacuse they are always right there.

they are the kind that dont have to ( but they could if they wanted to :) show you hugs and tell us one another how much we love each other ( except juat lee that goes around telling all of us she loves us every single day :) awwh juat we love you too! ) because we just know its there! theres no need for words. i believe more in showing it than telling me that.

by they i mean jun yen. soon yi. steph tham. juat lee. lisa. jin wai. zhiling. shing. rachel. weng si. loong. seba. che su. kor yew juan :)

thanks guys! you mean to me more than you ever know :)
have a good weekend!

randomm

happy thursday!
one more day to the best day of the week. fridayyyy! :D :D :D

anyway. yeahh i just wanna say a few stuff. haha. girls love to gossip. you go everywhere everyone is saying something about some other people.
and worst part is. its not the good stuff. haha. yeahh.
and today i heard a little voice inside me that said hey nat would you like it if that very person was you?

dangggg. it kinda shook me and i was thinking about it for a while. yeahh i wouldnt like it very much. and yesss. i do admit indulging in gossiping too x(

hahaha. so yeah im sure its not a very nice thing to gossip about other people. its every girl's hobby yet it's something that they dread when people talk about them.
why not lets say good things about people then. is it tat hard. haha fine maybe it is. but maybe if you have nothing to say about that someone that maybe you shouldnt say anything at all right?
if you cant think of something to say then dont say anything! :)

yess im trying to kick of this habit. haha i guess its not easy but no harm trying (:

p/s: oh and by the way. haha i just cant be bothered about what you think anymore. you can just be a little loser and sulk all you want. im not afraid because i didnt do it. but honestly think twice before you say something because it hurts. yeahps. you know who you are (:

happy friday! :)