Monday, August 24, 2009

could never ask for more.

not because theres james lafferty in there.
okay FINE, partly because of that.

but i feel so carefree when i see it! its like theres no worries that can ever drown you or make you feel like a loser. because life's too short to be upset or worried about!

thanks liesa, for the picture, have i told you that you rock the world. seriously. if i havent then, YOU ROCK THE WORLD! :D

so next time when someone says HIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
say HIIIIIIIIIII! back with all your heart! :D

dont say hi only, which is super potong, when someone says HEYYYYYYYYYYY!

i think the only people who says HIIIIIIIIIIII NATTTTTTTTT! :D :D with all their heart when i say HIIIIII! :D :D to them are liesa, yew juan and xian hui.

okayy dont kill me if i missed out your name okayyyyyyyy :/

the others either say HIIIIIII NAT! :D then continued by -.- or omg nat whats wrong with you or they dont EVEN SAY hi, they just go o.O

cos everyday is an awesome day! :D

except for days with accounts exammmm, arghhhh.

hahah have a greak week filled with amazing joy!

Saturday, August 22, 2009


best weather to sleep! :)

my sisters were playing some penguin diner's game the other day and now im so addicted to it though it's nonsensical, yes liesa, you can stop giving me the omg what the heck is wrong with you face. ahem hahahaha.

and and i was pretty happy because FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2974387483738947390 YEARS I BALANCED MY IMBANGAN DUGAAAAAAAAA HARHARHARHARHAR. without anyone's help YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYYA! except for God's of course! and also yy's! :)

next friday is accounts trials AHHHHHH.

but my tuition teacher helped with the documents though, so not really counted :/

liesa reacted to that fact as if i made it into london school of economics or something hahahaha. to qualify for LSE you need to probably imbang 89385493578934085 accounts. and do other hard accounting stuff too.

and i found out that someone's been having affair.


seriously the other night i was downstairs at about 12 something, and i saw my dog at the gate outside but inside the house of course and there was another dog outside the gate and he was looking at her and i dont know, taking to each other? -.-

it cant be really counted as an affair though because he's not married first of all. but awwh so cuteeeee. harharhar.

lets be awesome buddies alright, dearest accounts<333

you've been pretty tough to handle, but, we shall restart and grow together!

it took me all the energy in the world to typed that out -.-

i must focus during the holidays, i must focus during the holidays, i must focus during the holidays.


Friday, August 21, 2009

rest days

i would never ever want anyone to ever feel like an outsider, like he does not belong to the place he's supposed to be.

though i might never get the theory of segregating the so called 'belongers' and the 'not belongers'.

thank you God that you look at us a family. im amazed and touched by Your love because nothing feels better than knowing You want us.

sometimes i really want to be able to love like you do, Lord.

on the other hand, i had one of the best afternoon sleep!

although is it the holidays, but a lot of catching up to do.

i kinda wanted to start playing restaurant city, but that would have to wait a while.

im thankful for this coming holidays actually, im sure everyone is. because i cannot imagine studying physics , sejarah and accounts in three days. MY BRAIN JUICE -.-

have an amazing great weekend!

Sunday, August 16, 2009


somedays we choose to give up, somedays we fight with our lives.

but winners are never quitters, and quitters are never winners.

be a quitter. or be a winner.

maybe we'll look back and say it was nothing years from now.

but fear shall not take us down.

man was designed for accomplishment, engineered for success, and endowed with the seeds of greatness.
zig zaglar.

it isnt our battle, but God's.

get up and shine!

mistakes are a fact of life. it is the response to error that counts.
nikki giovanni

Thursday, August 13, 2009


Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.” - Walt Disney.

Sunday, August 9, 2009


sunday morning rain is falling.
bullshyte, today damn hot -.-

anyway, every sunday morning, i seriously cannot get up. and all i wanna do is sleep! and it happened today also, but because i was duty in children's church, i had to be earlier. but i was late anyway -.-

and somehow no matter how tired i am, God certainly gives me lots of patience and strengh and joy! i can entertain 30 kids which i have no idea what their parents feed them in the morning ._.

because, it reminds me of how sometimes the world is just so simple and carefree.
*ethan pulls my shirt*
hello ethan!
somebody call 911.
huh. hahaha. what?
*repeats* somebody call 911.
shorty fire burning on the dancefloor? hahaha.
*laughs and run away*
wait a minute, isnt he just six?!

aunty karen. asher.
okay kids, keep quiet okay, then you can listen to the story! *smiles and does the hand gesture of being quiet*
i know i know! we close our mouths then we throw it away!

asher. jemima. aunty karen.
scenario: doing the jesus calming the sea bible story using the computer.
so what happens after this when the wind blows in the sea? *pause* who know can raise up your hand!
oh the shark appear in the sea then they were all very scared!
NO LA! you think got shark in the computer ah -.-

me. ethan.
i like your transformers watch! so nice!
oh, next time i buy one for you also.

everytime i think about it, it worths more than every single moment of sleep to see them on sundays.

i used to end my diary when i was a little kid with and i sleep happily ever after.

the joy i have in my heart is brighter than sunshine every day! thank you God!

have a great week ahead! :)

Friday, August 7, 2009

tell me why

friday! :)

mr long left today, and although he never taught my class or anything, but he is truly one of the most dedicated teachers i have seen, and i hope he'll lead an awesome life in the future and enjoy every single moment every single day.

why we didnt get him as our chemistry teacher? i shall not question it anymore for it is pointless now and perhaps frustrating at the same time.

so trials is in a weeks time, and i shall not elaborate. all the best to everyone and may all of us do great and awesome!

lifehouse is killing me. hear their songs all so emoooooo.

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

you tell me emo or not ==''

and then liqi will bump in with his always by bon jovi =='' hahaha. liesa, lifehouse rocks right! :D

have a great weekend!

we'll be better like never before.