Monday, August 11, 2008

last weeekkk! : D

can you believe it? its already august! oh wait. ending of august. yeahh time flies like nuts. ohkay not like nuts fly but seriously. before you know it. SPM? ahhhh dun even remind me.
anyway its monday! the day of the week which is dreaded by everyone. except me! haha im kidding. i hte mondays too. but in the process of liking it! (:

test test test. the one phrase if life in high school which i never liked because to me tests only means these.
1. you get to prove to the whole wide world how genius you are by not scroing only 100 but 101 marks for every paper.
2. it means you are doomed and you know that you are so left behind in everything and when you get back your results you know how TRULY WELL you suck. before this you know only know you suck but not how bad it is.

haha. im not number one which leaves me choiceless that i have to take option 2.

and dun even start telling me that tests are good beacuse it makes you study more and know your standard and blah blahhh blahhh. like i dun have enough of those moralistic values proven by the people in my class.

oh great i just remembered moral test is tmrw. shyte. i never touched my moral book since mid term. WHY DO I DESERVE THIS! :(

haha but to look on the other side, su told me to start praying for others in the world who are suffering from poverty or loss of loved ones to change my perspective of exams. well its really true. all my life all i worry about is mostly exams and some other stuff. but there are people out there who are upset and disappointed by so many other stuff that are WAYYYY more important than exams. so exams are not everything.

haha exams are just a small chunk that takes up your life. working would probably be way worstt. thats at least what i see and what i hear form countless people. high school is probably the awesome years of your life.

you worry about things like exams which you might find it funny next time. you complain you are gonna die when you never do. you change your mind about which guy is hot like in ten seconds. you gotta rush for datelines for homeworks and projects but in the end everything sorts out well (well most of the time. not everytime x) ) and you probably dun have to worry bout bills and statements because your parents manages them. haha.

trust in the Lord all the time!
he's gonna give you the best years if your life :)

for nothing is impossible with God (luke 1:37)

have an awesome week!

1 comment:

Yew Juan said...

Hi Nat!

I think its great that you can focus on other people and the world around you even despite your own troubles and pressures. Shows that God is really working in your heart.

Do continue to keep your heart open to Him and He'll guide u and transform u even more!

Am so excited for your relationship with God. But dun feel pressured k, just take it slow and steady. God's not looking for some crazy perfection, accepts you for exactly who you are now, and loves you tremendously.

Take care, Nat!! Dun worry too much about exams!
See ya this weekend!