still

if only time could stay still for a little while more .


:( second best is out of the question.

lift left to go

happy birthday melanie long li wen! :D :D :D

hahaha, wahh 17 adi! gg damn fast. you've been a really great friend, and thanks for all thsoe advice and motivation, i really appreciate it! :) i know you're going to do great in life because, you rock! and you're an amazing person from the inside out! chase for your dreams mel! and have all the fun in the worlddddd! :)

thats my wife, karmun. hahaha, myself and mel! :)

its monday :/

i had the freakiest nightmare ever. i dreamed that i was trapped in a house filled with zombies amd ghosts. and one by one people started to die -.- but i managed to wake up before i died. thank God.

but i wanna kind of feel like what its like to die in my dream. wahh damn scary lor :/

and the first thing my grandma told me when i woke up was about this daycare in mexico that got burned down. omg :( its just. super sad. kids as young as 2 months were even there you know. its stupid lahh. i just dont get it.

and its been so long sice i had lunch with my grandparents. which is great. i only get to see them mostly on holidays. and they're down here for a week :) thus, im quite happy about that cos i really really want to spend quality time with them. they mean alot alot to me, and i really wish that hols was longer so that they can spend more time here. but i shall not complain because one week is better than nothing! :)

omg. physics homework. its so hard to even wanna start :/

BUT! WE SHALL BE HAPPY! cos its monday and its time to start anew!:) haha happy starting of the week everyone, enjoy holidays doing anything you like! :)

too much time

i got tagged by sue ann in facebook! but idk how to do it inside there. need to tab here tab there. so yess. haha i have too much time lol. i've got physics work. but who cares tuition is on monday night! i shall do it during monday evening. hahaha.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water. hahaha.

2. Last phone call: liesa! :)

3. Last text message: tze lim. lol.

4. Last song you listened to: No Boundaries-Kris Allen

Last time you cried: wahh. so sad for what.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Nope!

7. Been cheated on: wahh that guy can go and die. no lahh :)

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope. i dont simply kiss people okayy -.-

9. Lost someone special: Yes.

10. Been depressed: Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: hahaha wahh got once. but it was a wedding lahh. too happy de HAHAHA.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. White

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: got i think. but forgotten who hahaha.

16. Fallen out of love: wahh dangerous question.

17. Laughed until you cried: countless time man.

18. Met someone who changed you: nahh. i change people MWHAHAHHA.

19. Found out who your true friends were: thats for sure!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: nope. dont think so.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: arr -.-dont have lahh.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: quite alot

23. How many kids do you want?: hahaha. i want ten! okayla, maybe two.

24. Do you have any pets: haha got! my pms dog. which happens to be male -.-

25. Do you want to change your name: hahaha my parents gave me an awesome name so nahh :D

26. What did you do for your last birthday: ohh! jun, zhiling, juat and hou gave me a surprise at school! :) and dinner with family, every year also like that :)

27. What time did you wake up today: 0959. damn early for saturday!

28.What were you doing at midnight: playing bejeweled on facebook hahahaha.

29.Name something you CANNOT wait for:my grandparents to reach tmr! :)

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 15 minutes ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing :)

32. What are you listening to right now: my sisters laughing downstairs

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom from tom and jerry? hahaha

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the weather! gg.

35. Most visited webpage: haha my blog, facebook, hotmail, google

36. Whats your real name: Natalie Khoo Su Ling the very very awesome. okay cut out the last four letters behind haha.

37. Nicknames hahaha. nat. nattie. ling. khoo khoo bird -.-awesome nat :D susu wtheck. fishing net! internet. whatevr lahh.

38. Relationship Status: married. hahahaha.

39. Zodiac sign: cancer.

40. Male or female?: female ==''

41. Primary School?: taman megah

42. Secondary School?: SMKBU4

43. High school/college?: harvard. hahahaha. dunno yet -.-

44. Hair colour: black.

45. Long or short: Long.

46. Height: 169cm. i think! hahah. better be.

47 Do you have a crush on someone?: what a question hahahaha.

48: What do you like about yourself?: hahaha everything God created me to be! :)

49. Piercings: Ears. belly. KIDDING LAHH! :)

51. Righty or lefty: Righty. but lefty quite cool lahh.

52. First surgery: haha when i have kids la k. but its not surgery if its natural birth right.

53. First piercing: belly. haha kidding! ears. thirteen i think.

54. First best friend: wahh. haha. shawna. back in primary school. she can run like the wind!

55. First sport you joined: running

56. First vacation: thailand hahaha i think.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Nothing hahah. wahh that reminds me im hungry

60. Drinking: nothing ==''

61. I'm about to: eat dinner! :D

62. Listening to : my sister talking to my dog.

63. Waiting for: a prince to sweep me off my feet. no i want dinner ==''

YOUR FUTURE

64. What kids: kids who love God and put Him first! :)

65. Get Married?: 26 :)

66. Career?: be a taitai. hahaha. dunno yet.

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs. haha. no la, they must come in a pair. where got. ooooo. or xxxx. eh got xxxx. but its always xoxoxo what.

69. Shorter or taller: taller ==''

70. Older or Younger: older? not younger :/

71. Romantic or spontaneous: WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS =='' both!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: no stomach. hahaha. dont want big arms too.

73. Sensitive or loud: hahah if he's loud, i symphatize my neighbours man. hahaha. both? lol.

74. Hook-up or relationship: hook up wtheck?! relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: ==''

HAVE YOU EVER

76. Kissed a stranger : what the heck.

77. Drank hard liquor: nope.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: dont wear em.

79. Sex on first date: wahh that is wayy too much mann. crazy ==''

80. Broken someone's heart: nahh :)

82. Been arrested: got. in my dreams i got arrested to a dungeon.

83. Turned someone down: hmm.

84. Cried when someone died: for sure.

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha yes. dont even try to figure out ==''

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: always. only at times i dont.

87. Miracles: yes.

88. Love at first sight: not sure :)

89. Heaven: definitely.

90. Santa Claus: =='' maybe when i was smaller

91. Kiss on the first date: =='' no.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no. what kind of questions are these!

95. Did you sing today? : hahah got. and it didnt rain! :)

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: kill me if i do.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when im six.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? cannot rmb what happened last year ==''

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes.

100. im damn free!

some you give away

wahh. i dreamed i got into harvard law school.

like dude. i barely survived spm!

i seriously thought of burning the school down today. i just cant bear to think that i have to go through everything again when school starts. i know im gonna so regret for saying this when i reach college next time. but i'll regret later. for now. damn you school. damn you.

hahah, thanks nick, you scared the shyte out of me about a-levels. study hard :)

i want mushroom soup :/

OKAY FINE FINE. i sound like some immature spoiled brat taking education for granted. but its spoiled brat's day! so yeah cool!

dont tell me you fell for that ._.

you know, say what you will about the ravages of sports in this corporate age where overpaid athletes expect prima donna treatment, but there's still something so unifying about sporting in its purest form, when atheletes rise above themeselves and touch greatness, and in doing so remind us that we all have greatness inside of us.

marvin mcfadden

17 again!

hahaha hello! decided to watch a movie yesterday that makes me feel like awwh, theres still awesome guys in the world and well they are certainly not all extinct =='' been so long since i watched a show like this. and ct, i didnt watch hannah montana too okay ==''

17 again is. heart-melting.

and OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMGOGM. shyte, ZAC EFRON IS DAMN FREAKING HOTTTTTTTTTTT. i know i know i used to think he's like some gay person that my sister likes BUT HE'S SUPER HOTTTTTT IN THE MOVIEEEEEEEE :D :D :D

okay maybe he's hot but the character he was playing in the movie was what made me went like awesome. thats only because he was some 35 year old guy becoming 17 again, but seriously there is no guy aged 17 with a maturity like his in the movie. he wasnt exactly matured boring like parents kinda matured, but he was matured with the awesome sense of humour kind. and he was so sweet and loving, the geniune kind of love :)

oh crap lahh, he's damn hot.

okay maybe its just me lahh, but i thought it was an awesome movie :)

just made me wonder if i ever wanted to come back to becoming 17 again years from now. to correct what could possibly been mistakes, made wiser choices, took a different path in my life. but i have no regrets for sure. no regrets of not living the ''perfect'' life.

the future is not clear, and it takes plenty of guts to even dare to find your way in times of unsureness where sometimes the pain experienced is more than bruised knees. or maybe we all just have to keep finidng our way, because being stuck when everyone keeps moving forward is probably the scariest moment in our lives. its been so many times when i turned back because i wasnt sure. but turning back wont bring you anywhere at all.

time to find for some guts. and some plaster incase i fall down along the way.

HOLY CRAP WHY AM I SO EMO.

okay okay, if you have the chance go catch it. but if you're those kind that believes that all these kinda bullshit love doesnt happen, then dont watch it. or maybe you should! then it'll change your mind about it.

awwh man, makes me go all jelly.

i hate addmath project. i hate it i hate it. its been bugging me so much.

rockstar

FINISHED MY ACCOUNTS EXAMMM :D :D :D
although i didnt know how to answer like half the paper ==''
gg. accounts seriously cannot just read. need to practice like. ALOT.

i took this quiz in facebook about what age you're getting married LOL. eh all the other quiz damn gay please. what engagement ring suits you? LIKE HELLO. so yeah and guess what, the answer is
18-20
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHHAHAAHHAHAHHA WTHECKCKJDKLFJDKJJDKJFKSJFKJ

HAHAHHAHA. thats insane mann. such accuracy they have. i bet the quiz was created by some wedding planner who intends to con people by making them think they are gonna married next year so that they can earn money by planning the wedding!

OMG IM A GENIUSSS! *BOWS*

liesa laughed her ass off when she hear that. LOL.

tired :/ gg.

trust me, i get scared all the time too. its just whether you're willing to acknowledge it, and fight it back with all your heart.
and i know you will.

let die

:) happy monday! four more days to the weekend. but it doesnt matter now, cos its the holidays! after accounts exam tmr, im freeee! :) for now. sigh. potong right. i know :(

i hope i do well.

anyway, i just read about the airplane that went missing. its the Air France jet carrying 228 people from Rio de Janeiro to Paris according to yahoo news. its super sad :( i mean like i always feel like what will the family members of the people in the plane feel. its like suddenly you go for a holiday and the next thing you know, its your last. i know it sounds so scaryy, but its just so saddening. 228 precious lives is ALOT
heres the link to the full story.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/brazil_plane


what if what I want makes you sad at me?
and is it all my fault or can I fix it please?
cause you know that I’m always all for you.
safetysuit-what if

nice song :)

studyy hard ang xianhui and suzanna sze! :) i believe with all my heart that God blessed you both with really good brains and kindest heart :)

happy week starting! :)

somehow you always hope for more than you can ever imagine.
and that is not bad at all.