Friday, January 9, 2009

i hate it.

i hate school. i never hated school so much in my entire life.

okayy though i always try like my super best to like school and blah blah i just hate it. this is like the first year i dread school so much.

yeah yeah i know. this is the last year of my high school year and high school years are the best years of your life. and blah blah. oh cut the crap please. like i havent heard enough.

damn alot of homework. teachers are crazy. and i have to try so hard not to sleep in the afternoon. because i've got tuition at night and i gotta finish all the homeworks. if not. then after tuition i gotta come back home and stay up late to finish all my work and in school i'll be like super tired.

and zi chuen takes like 8 tuitions. omgggg. im dying with 4 already. no wonder he;s a genius in the bomb.


and the worst part? kokurikulum starting. seriously mann. so gay. damn tired LAHHHHH.
i know im such a whiner. although in my reso i did state to not complain so much but this is too much!


and now i dont like fridays anymore because friday is like the day where i get to enjoy and sleep and watch tv but now its time to finish uncomplete homework, catch up on what im left behind in and die.

its not that i dont wanna have fun in form five but people just keep scaring you with ohhh you know trials in august. usually my first reaction will be OMG. dont la. im damn sked. but now im like. ahh. good for you. just because you are scared dont go around scaring people too. we all know trials is soon so dont need to constantly remind the crap out of us. and anyway its us sitting for SPM. NOT ANY OF YOU REMINDERS. gay lord.

okay okay i know i sound like a crazy super drama queen.

and most impotantly im posting this post for my two super ultra best friends which whom i cannot live without and i will really die without both of them.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHILING AND JUAT LEE!

juat's today. and zhiling was yesterday. was busy finishing some bloody a.p add maths crap yesterday so i couldnt post it earlier. sorry zhiling. but nevertheless i hope you both have fun!
me. jun. which is another ultra best friend i cannot live without. and juat! :)
juat is crazy. she's always filled with love and joy and she's always one of the first people i go to when im sad because she can cheer me up like in. ten seconds. really. i love you juat (:

and zhiling. the most considerate and understanding person i've ever met. not like others are inconsiderate of whatsoever but she's awesome! yeahh though we are in different class because she's like the genius in the bomb but she's really great because she always teaches me add maths and hear all my crap about hot smart guys. loll. so lucky to be in the same class with them zhiling! hahaha. i can see her look like-omg-nat-seriously-he-is-not-cute-look. hahaha. love ya too!
and this sunday i'll be going to some eduaction fair and some kl place because my dad says like its good to just spend a day seeing like what different kind of jobs and what you can do after SPM and all those stuff. so yeahh going with my dad. mum not going though because she's going off somewehere with my sister and its kinda disappointing for me la cos like i really want her to tell me like her opinion and stuff like that.
but nvm also la. cos my mum and and i see eye to eye less than me and my dad. so yess im pretty happy that my dad's going with me :) my dad is super awesome and i love him like so much :D sometimes la. sometimes he can be gay and annoying. ._.
and did i mention about the new bm teacher? LOL. hahahaha. he;s a chinese and he has a masters in malay. and he teaches add maths too! hahaha. i mean he's smart la and he's married. and no im not saying he;s hot but yeahh. he's okay. okay stop it.
im not interested in my teacher wth. ==''
life has been a little crappy but i so hope it gets better. its the first week of school and im complaining so much already. omgg how am i gonna last till SPM.
my original plan was to sleep. but i cant now because i need to finish chemistry work.
i need you james lafferty! :( hottest guy in the world and one tree hill makes my day all the time because he;s so hot and awesome and omgg. super awesome la.
okay bye bye.

2 comments:

Yew Juan said...

ok, i hope my book did not inspire you to hate school, hehe. But looking back, i really wished that someone (parents, friends, etc) had helped me have a more positive outlook on School ... because School took up so much time and energy, it sucks that I hated it so much. Nat, let's talk about this on a constant basis k, coz i really feel that not hating skul, can really make a difference in how this year will turn out for u.

Don't worry about high school year being the best... your best years are yet to come! As you grow more n more into the life that God has planned for ur future, its gonna be more amazing k .. i promise! :)

you're doing an awesome job taking your responsibility as a student so well ... working hard, putting in all that effort and energy. I'm sure your parents are really proud of u for that and so r we and God. Would just like to encourage you to worry less about it. You're already doing ur best, so you're doing great k! :)

oooh, let me know how the education fair goes!!

oh yeah, and about the tiredness, here are some tips about 'How to combat tiredness' that I compiled last year, hope it can help u in some way:
1. Drink lots of water
2. Eat smaller meals - spread it out, avoid big meals.
3. Sleep at consistent hours
4. Take a shower
5. Take a holiday or break
6. Cut back on caffeine-rich drinks
7. Commonest causes - anxiety, boredom, depression
8. Take deep breaths for immediate energy boost.
9. Lose excess weight
10. Exercise, 3-4 times a week
11. Check for 'sleep apnoea'
12. Prevent illnesses
13. Balanced diet - more raw fruits, vegetables, wholewheat, cereals, legumes, nuts, low-fat milk, lean meaqt, chicken, iron rich food (for women)
14. Energize your body - exercise, breathe, sitting posture, stretch, walk
15. Drink tea
16. Energize your mind - laugh, cold water splash, aromatheraphy, power nap (15 minutes), chat with someone, think positive, plan a fun break, early night
17. Cooler environment

Can't believe i didn't see ya last week!! We're away this weekend too. Take care, nat! God bless ya tons! We love ya!!! :)

nattttttt (: said...

hahaha. nahh. you didnt. dont worry la. i hate school but not to that extend yet. hahahaa!

thanks juan for that whole long list! appreciate it much!

and yeahh i know! :( so many weddings to attend la you all. tell su i said hi and i miss her alot and im still surviving despite not seeing the genius smart guy LOL.

cant wait to catch up with you guys next week!

God bless you juan!
i love you both too! :D