retard

plan A : run to africa and never come back forever

plan B : hide in my room for ten years with alot alot of calvin and hobbes comics and never ending supply of pasta

plan C: bulid a time machine and go back in time.

awesome plans arent they :) or not. shhesh. last week was chaos week. results coming back from everywhere. damn. i did the silliest mistakes that even my sister wouldnt make. its not that i don't know how to do but its all friggin careless!

this feeling sucks. its one of those feelings that make you invent ideas as mentioned above. damn it laa. i m damn pisseddddddd. everytime i look at the paper i just feel like riiping it into pieces.

and you know what. the worst part is that people getting A1'S are complaining their asses off. oh em geeeeeee. they were friggin aiming for 100. if i pass its like waoahhhhh. but NOOOOOOOO. friggin 100. i know aim high set your targets high. friggin bullshyte la. GET A LIFEEEEEEE!

MISTAKES IDIOTS WOULD MAKE. like me ><

I KNOW. i wanna die too. speaking of dying. during my funeral. i decided that guests shouldnt wear black and white. its plain and boring. maybe purple or pink. or maybe silver. but colors can decide later.

and i want the song i will follow you to be played during the funeral. hahahaah! damn awesome right. scare the hell out of the people there.

i will follow you. follow you wherever you may go. there isnt an ocean to deep. or mountains so high it can keep. keep me away. *evil grins* am i evil or am i evil . MWAHAHAHA.

and. play some cartons for the kids too. like spongebob or something. kids get really board during funerals. hahaha. you know what. i don't know why im talking about funerals but oh well. sooner or later right. but not now laaa. have so much stuff to do stilll! hahaha. when the time is right la i guess (:

this verse comforted me alot though (:

we can rejoice , too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know they are good to us. they help us learn to be patient, and patient developes strengh and charachter in us and help us trust God more each time we use it until finally hope and aith are string and steady. Then what that happens, we are avle to hold our heads high no matter what happens and know what all is well, for we know how dearly God loves us, and we feel this warm love everywhere within us beacuse God has given us the Holy Spririt to fill our hearts with his love. Romans 5:3-5.

heyy God im gald we're in this together. i cant see the road ahead of me. but i wanna trust you to because you can see a clearer picture for me. and no matter what happens i know this is the best life i will ever have.

oh oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKSKEDDYYY! and WENDY KHOO! <3

kok weng has been my awesome awesome friend since form 2. but we only become close like in the middle of form 2. kok weng is one of the awesomest friend you can ever have. he's a genuine friend. he never takes you for granted. ever ever. haha. hope you're having a great one alrights koks! : )

ans wendy khoo! haha. awesome awesome cousin. i love you!

and is it me or is the weather just tremendously hottttt. OMGGGGG. this few days has been like helll. its damn damn hot. right after bath. sweat again. even friggin sweat when im sleeping. pls tell me its the weather. hahahhaha/

anyway. i'll end this post with

haha. i know random x)

i should be going back to my calvin and hobbes. ta! : )