BGR : ) +etc etc

haha. for those of you who don't know. its boy-girl relationship.
we're actuallly learning this thing for the next few weeks with Obed.

its kinda cool cos i was actually thinking of putting away this area in my life for a while now. but oh well (:
haha. yew juan started the talk. he said that firstly you have to know if you're a guy or a girl. haha yew juannnn!
so anyway. they asked us why would we want a boyfreind/girlfriend in our life?
haha as usual. the girls (carry our bags,buy us stuff, be our slaves and so on haha)
the guys(to spend money on girls *okayyy* haha i wouldnt mind that x),be
romantic (awhh), sweep us off our feet. haha. funny answers.


but what struck me most is that one day the people who is in a relatioship with us if they don't end up marrying us will be someone elses wives/husband.
i never thought of that ever. and that's really important cos im sure i wouldnt my future guy to be once bullied by some *@!zz@8* girl who didnt know how to appreciate him.
haha.

and i realised that sometimes there are certain things that once is lost is gone forever. i realised that i've lost quite a number of things this year that money can never buy back ( not my calculator soon yi incase you're wondering but i found it back anyway)

things like friends and family and things that we never put into consideration. sometimes we always put wrong things in order and when that mistakes happens that only we start to regret.

but its not my loss anyway. sometimes after putting in alot of effort it cant be quite tiring and sometimes you start to wonder if its really worth it to hold on to something that sometimes at a certain point will not be important to you anymore. and comforting yourself thats its gonna be okay might not work after some time. but im glad that there's this sprinkle of hope that keeps you going on all the time : ) haha thank you God! (: You're always the bomb in my life!

okayy this is bad. i sound like some suicidal person now. haha.
i hate emotional blogs. one that people always exxagarate the crap out of it. so i shall end this post with a huge smiley face.

: D yeahhh i know its not that big but just pretend its big (:
signing off!