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heya! the day every girl is dying for. or even guys. haha. ITS TWILIGHT DAY! wont be surprise if i see ambulances stopping by infront of curve or ou.

if today is the day that girls die for. its also the day where i die. not because of edward cullen. but because i finally received the damn letter from my amazing skool. yeah rightt.


i opened it. with much preparation. hope for the best. prepare for the worst. yeahps. and im confirmed going down to teratai :)


its like deja vu kinda thing. when i was back in primary school during standard 4. i was in the first class. then when i got to standard five i went down to the second class. it was a pretty painful experience for me. and i told myself that i wouldnt want to go thru that again ever.

that was 5 years ago.

and now that is repeating. but of course comparing to last time and now i am more disappointed but at least im matured enough to face it and not run away from it anymore.

haha. this year when lisa told me i was in matahari. im like. arrr? and i was still in bed when she texted me. i was shocked laa. like hello. did puan sow made a mistake? it was a mixed feeling.

i was happy of course. i mean haha everyone would be rightt.
i was shocked. i never intended to even enter matahari. all i wanted was to score straight A's for PMR.
i was afraid. i didnt know if i could actually take the stress. i mean come on. those people there. lol.


that was 10 months ago.

but i know that never regretted being in that class. because it has taught me alot alot of stuff and im just so glad to be able to learn it.

initially in the beginning of the year i thank God really for being in that class. and i told Him that even if i dropped in form five i will still be glad because im gonna have a strong foundation surrounded by classmates that builds you up.

and it definetly change my perception about alot of people in my class right now. and to all those that have been amazingly awesome! haha i'll just list down as much as i can to thank : )

weng si
thank you for everything really. for encouraging me so much everytime and helping so much in tuition and never stopped being there for me.

melanie long
thanks mel : ) you've always put up with my stupid times and telling you nonsensical stuff

tan juan
haha need i say more. for all those questions that you helped me solve lol. i cant be blessed enough to have you sitting so near me so that i can just turn behind to ask you any question.

jun yen
i love you womann : ) you've been an amazing best friend that i can never dream of having. and all those silly sutff that we did. lolll.

juat lee
haha sucker genius. i love you juat! she's the first person that made me text about studies. omggg. i would never text anyone about biology and chromosomes ==''

jou ee
haha you've been great and yess though there were times when we did distance thank you for the great ones!

jin wai
omggg sucker. haha. thanks jin for everything. you are such an ass at times. REALLY ASS. but thanks for being awesome at the right times. i wont say i love you because yy will slaughter me alive and burn my house.

lisa
haha all your drama. sigh. i sure do hope you will still run to me in teratai telling me about acap :)

zhiling
i dont know what i'll do without you. you never failed to be there. i've got no words to describe you because you are tremendously awesome!

sheng yang
hahaha. you rock (:

seong hock. zheng hong. yong kuang.
loll. thanks for helping me in my. uhh. every subject lolll. and omggg. you guys gossip more than girls do! hahaha. i sure enjoyed listening to all your crap and bullshit :)

nicole ang
haha thanks nic! i know i've distracted you many times and what a curse to sit infront of me lolll. thanks for being a great awesome friend :)

chern yao
hahaha. omgg. we went thru so much shyte in trixxon. lol.

yee wen
one of the nicest people around. rlly. hahaha.

alwin tan
you and your obama. i used to hate you like crap in form three. gain some weight and get darker. seriously. love ya! :)

wan hong
another politician. you and your tipping point book. shhesh. yaahh gain some weight too.

haha it doesnt mean that if your name is last you're less awesome or whatsoever okay. it just came randomly.

okayy. you know whatt. im writing a list as if im gonna migrate to africa tmrr or something ==''
im just gonna be like in the next class. haha. less than five seconds la if i wanna go to the next class. ;p

i need to face my mum now. jeng jeng jeng.
haha.

why am i haha-ing. its not even funny.

if i dont update soon. it means im slaughtered already. mwahaha. okayy its not even funny.

im gonna get ready my will.

see ya later alligators!