ah, sovereign lord, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstreched arm. nothing is too hard for you.
jeremiah 2:17
debate today was awesome, i could have never asked for better teammates other than melanie and liqi although i did wish that lisa was there ;(
melanie is so calm and awesome, i dont think i can ever do that, she takes reply speeches and poi's in the most polite way i have ever seen and so does liqi. i kept asking liqi not to smile because that would make him not scary but he was smiling the whole way haha and yess i have awesome teammates!
and jin's brother, jin yu is damn cute! he's gonna grow up into a hot person filled with love and awesomeness with amazing brains and best friends unlike his brother jin wai who is beyond words. beyond words in a bad way.
mwahahahaaa *evil laugh* mwahahahaha
kidding la jinnnnnnnn. you know you're awesome :) right right right :D
anyway, life's been hectic lately, its certainly not easy to cope up with homeworks, tuitions, sports, debates and other things. and its just really tiring. although its not as bad as college and all, but its already february (wtheck=='' and thats not much time left till spm, and everyone keeps saying enjoy its still early, but its tough because i gotta catch up on my form four syllabus which im not good at.
and my biology teacher which instilled this passion in me to study biology in a different manner and to enjoy biology not just for the sake of exam is taking a four month leave due to personal reasons and i dont know what to do now, because so far im thankful to God that although im in second class, i have a good biology teacher which i really need and now she's leaving i dont know what im gonna do.
ravi is always pms-ing and i dont understand a thing he is teaching and oh my gawd i dont know la.
just when i thought things might work out for the better i guess it didnt.
and im gonna have to give up my dearest nathan scott <3 color="#66ffff">one tree hill , i know wtheck i havent even completed my season five and now i cant even watch it anymore. i've just gotta wait until year end after spm finishes.
and you know how much i love nathan *sighhhhhh
and the worst part is that i keep having dreams and phobias of not doing well in the exam and screwing up the whole paper to the extend that every time i just want to slack and have some fun, i get so paranoid because im afraid that i'll waste my time doing those stuff. arghhh.
and not to mention tuitions, i feel so bad already that my parents have to fetch me back and forth from tuition like three nights a week not even including of extra classes and my mum has to rush back from work and stuff like that and tuition is not free, obviously, and i feel like if i dont do well, i just feel bad la okay. i appreciate the effort by my parents and i always try not to take my tuition for granted. but sometimes its so hard.
and speaking of tuition theres tuition this monday which is chap goh meh and although im not having dinner or anything but my tuition teacher initially wanted to make the class earlier but some people cannot make it and he knows that its chap goh meh righttt, and i wanted to watch a movie with my parents and sisters and now i cant because its the normal night time again =='' im so pissed!
teacher: so how nat? mantain the class okay?
me: eerrr. but then i got plans la. plan from very long ago adi. heeh
tecaher: mantain la. cos its only you and a few more others.
me: buttttt
teacher: mantain la k
me: arhhh butt thennn
teacher: mantain k mantain k
what the heck was i suppose to say. no mehh? then whats the point of asking me ==''
i know i sound so whiney like a stupid spolied brat but. arghhh. sometimes people just need to whine. to let go. of all the hurt and pain inside. all the things that hurt thier soul.
hahhahaha omg so gay. kidding la. like suicidal only.
its whiney day so let me whine okay.
and john you're gonna do well so dont worry. whther you get elected or not, you're still very awesome!
and kai shen i know i was damn mean when i talked to you yesterday because i kept being a stupid ass , im sorry! thanks for bearing with it.
damn it. its 2 am and i need to wake up at seven for debate tmr.
im gonna have stunted growth and fat pimples and eyebags and emotional distress.
kidding laaaa. hahahahaha. im STRONG! AND MIGHTY!
haha yeah right la. i miss my bed. nights (:
1 comment:
Hey nat, you're doing a great job with the effort you're putting into school, sports, activities, etc. Keep up the good work rate k.
This is a trying time for you, but also one where you are allowed to demonstrate and exercise your faith in God ... and sometimes we just have to go thru these kind of times for a period in our lives.
I have to say that you are doing a great job, especially still holding on to God, remembering Him, going to Him and also coming to church and DG.
This tiring period may extend for a while ... but don't worry, God's right beside ya the whole time -remember that always k :)
God bless!
yj
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