biggest choice of my life

im hesitating to take bible knowledge for SPM. and i have approximately less that two days to make that choice because i have to submit the SPM form by thursday. omg im scard.

and yes, its the biggest choice of my life. so far. the usual things i need to make choices are, should i go for the party? should i go for the camp? or should i say sorry? yeahh stuff like this. im just worried i make the wrong choice.

i can barely cope with my normal subjects and yeahps.

but guess what, i think im kinda decided now because. just as i came out from bath, i remembered the verse from the bible, if you place me above every other thing, the rest will be given to you as well. something like that la. see this is what happens to ppl who dont read the bible. :/

so, now my only job is to talk to my parents and see how they feel.

and thanks yew juan for the email, you rock and i cried my eyes out reading it, because its so awesome and i just felt so great after reading it, you're super awesome and i totally love you! tell che su i said hi, and i love her too! :)

and red house has to win please, please dont feel discouraged by our marks for sukantara, we will do great, trust me, all the ajk's like sheng hao, wanhong, sharihman, yy, jenn and tze lim have been working our asses off, skiping classes to settle everything, you have no idea how tired we are.

and mind you we have spm, if you say you're busy and you have no time, i really have nothing else more to say. we can only win if we work hand in hand because merah is all about teamwork and this is not a one man show. help out in everything you can, deco's please help jenn, she needs plenty of help and runners, pls help me and tze lim, we really really need you, marchers go to sheng hao, he's a great commander, be thankful fot it.

i have no idea why saringan is a week before exam. seriously. the school schedule is so stupid.

we're gonna win, and we know it.


i hope im making the right choice.