tick tock

tick tock tick tock. time is running out.
next thursday is christmas. super fast right? i know. it seems like it was just yesterday i went around telling everyone merry christmas! but believe it or not, i did that in the month of september.

oh yahh. i dreamt of robert pattinsons. lolll. dont ask me why. but i wasnt dreaming of him as edward cullen. damn it. i rather dream of james lafferty or jim sturgess. i had the best sleep after so long. i just slept and slept and i felt so awesome because i didnt have to worry about waking up for tuition or anything else.

i know i've said it a million times but seriously time passes way too fast. im freaking form five next year. and i was just organizing my schedule for next year because its gonna be a pretty busy year next year and i felt slightly angry. its gonna be so hectic next year and i just dont understand why i have to do all those things. its like moving without a purpose. i dont see the point of doing it.

geram.


but whatever it is. i just want to spend good quality time with my friends next year. some of them are going away to other places and i dont wanna regret not spending good quality time with them.

ohh and my plan of studying failed brilliantly.
but you know what. i dont rlly care anymore. im gonna have the best fun till the end. next year has enough worries of its own.

im meant to live for so much more mannnn.

im off to play cards with my sister :) i feel so bad for cheating her all the time laa. hahahaha. i promise to try to not be so kiasu. lolll.