spread it all over

hahaha. thursday. never liked thursdays. loll. dont ask why.

except today. BECAUSE ALEX AND ALYSSA ARE BACKKK TODAYY! and i'll get to see them this saturday at su's place for lunch! :D hhh shyte. saturday. bk quizzzz. why must i remind myself.


im so screwed by my dentist tmrr. you know the bracket thing that holds your teeth at the end? yahh for those of you who wear it you should know. the thing freaking came off of my teeth!

gg. im so screwed because everytime i visit the dentist sure something goes wrong. and this is like major major wrong. how nowwww. ehh but its not my fault also actually. its the rubber bands thats pulling it thats why it becomes loose. but it is partially my fault abittttttt. let me emphasize on that. ABITTTT. because i should call them up and tell them earlier. but whatever. im screwed tmrrr. crappp.

and they say once you take them off you're gonna miss it.


I CAN ASSURE YOU ONE MILLION PERCENT I WONT MISS THOSE METAL STUFF THAT MAKES ME LOOK RETARDED AND IS STILL GONNA MAKE ME LOOK RETARDED FOR THE NEXT TEN THOUSAND YEARS.


okayy fine. two years to the max.

and i have to wear them for graduation day and prom. crap crap crap. it hurts laaaaaaa. ohh and do you know that they are made of aurum. which means silver. probably a composite material. OMGGGGGGG. I KNOW MY CHEMISTRY. :D :D :D im not hopeless after all! :D :D yahhh i know la. who doesnt know rightt? its like the basic of chem. BUT WHATEVER. ITS NOT TO ME.

okayyyyy. im so gay. someone slap me. no im kidding :D

anyway. john! hahaha. last paper todayy right? i dont even know why you wanna take geography =='' hahaha. but all is overr! :D i wanna go egypt too!

hahaha. and christmas is in. 21 DAYS. toootooot. its awesome! but wtheck. so fastttt=='' are we doing any christmas shopping, steph? :D though im like super broke already. hahaha.

anyway rightt. God's been awesome :)

you know now. like compared to last time. as in this year and all i think im very much happier and i feel like i really wanna go out there and just be so nice and awesome to everyone. and haha nooo its not like i SUDDENLY want to be nice so that people like me and think im super awesome or like im a major rockstar. its because i rlly feel like im blessed and loved so much that i cant help but want others to feel the same as me too.

of course once in a while i fail because i do lose my patience and i start being mean and hurt other people's feelings because after all we are all human right. if im like super nice all the time then there must be something wrong with me. maybe im an aliennn. whoohooo. okayy dont give me you're-so-gay-nat- face.

and of course when people dont appreciate that you're so nice to them or they dont rlly bother and all, it cant be hard. and you might feel like. yerr. what la weih. here i am trying my best to be nice and there he is not even bothering. but because you know that God is always there with you , you feel like nothing is impossible. and when Jesus was on earth he was rejected like one million times worst than me and he didnt gave up either ;)

and being nice to others and constantly caring for the people that everyone else dont rlly care about, it rlly costs you nothing. rlly. and most of the time, instead of you wanting to bless others, you get blessed more than you know. sometimes right. being happy is not like. wanting you yourself to feel the joy. but by seeing others happy and being blessed you feel rlly awesom even if youre not the one having all tht fun but just by seeing others have fun too! uhh you get it right? haha i know it sounds weird and confusing. but you rlly gotta experience it for yourself!


i am really very blessed with alot of things and people around who really care for me. im blessed with a home, great parents and sisters that can be quite annoying at times but thats not rlly the point, very very awesome dg leaders, su and yew juan, thats like another set of parents because they really really keep being nice and loving me like how i would love my ten kids next time,loll, so imagine when they do have their own kidsss. hahaha. really really amazing friends, i've got so much to name and you might be surprised to think that, so whatt everyone has friends whatt, but not everyone has real true friends, and some might not even have at all. good food, clothes and bed. as i was praying yesterday i rlly rlly thank God for those. and perfect body structure. by perfect i would mean that im not defect or im missing a leg or something. and so much much much much more!

:D hahaha. so spread the love all around! im so glad to be able to love others and help them in any possible way i can. though usually when i help it becomes like more teruk. bagai tikus membaiki labu. i thinkkk. OMGGG. I RAWKKK. hahaha. or something like that laa.

okayy bath time. i like the clean feeling :D

please pray that my dentist wont scold me tmrr :(

hahaha. whatever la. whats the worst she can do. kill me? nahhhh.

ohh and go try out milo nuggets. ITS THE BOMB. i know it came out a long time de. BUT ITS THE BOMBBBBBBBB. i like itttt!
i shall update on scary dentist outing tmrr ;) its red colour so that its like blood from a horror moviee. hehhhh. scary laugh.
okay bye bye :)