too old

i've been waiting too watch one tree hill season 8 since eternity ago, and i was so outdated because everyone kept talking about brooke getting married and clay and queen and everything else! and finally when i got the episodes. i stopped watching after the first eight minutes and switched to how i met your mother. i have no idea why, but when i was watching it then. i felt so. sad. its almost as if i could feel the soreness in my heart, and how it was so receptive towards the soreness. and it wasnt even a sad scene. it was about all the good things! except for a few parts, but other than that, it was all good! i think i might have to just stop watching one tree hill. after all the years i grew up with it, and all the good things i believed in when i watched it. like its not there anymore.

and so now what. haha himym and gossip girl! gossip girl is just so. carefree. you dont have to put your emotions in it and when they break up or if they get together, every other things dont seem to affect you in such a big way. like its suppose to be or its okay it is this way. but for one tree hill, the emotional entanglement is just so. tangled? and i thought of grey's anatomy marathon! crazy, i dont think i would be able to finish one season of GA! hahaha :)

its monday already, and. hopefully i survive the week ahead with accounting results coming out tomorrow. quiz 1, quiz 2, mid terms. 44 freaking percent. if i get less that 40. i think my heart might just break. dont know who to turn to.

hahaha. have to study accounts. dman hard please :( and gossip girl if i have time, which i doubt so :( haveee a good week everybody, though nobody reads this :p hahaha yay! :)