they come true

i finished one tree hill<33333 season six part two, thank you liesa! <333 :D omg you have no idea how much i cried yesterday, as if someone just passed away, my eyes were so sore because it was so so SAD and touching and sad and darn TOUCHING! :(

i never cried so much watching oth, because mostly, i dont know why, because its not sad lah! and omg, this season's is just. darn sweet and yess i know im totally overdoing it but, i can relate to the characters so well. and and. omg. must watch!


damn it, im a huge fan of nathan, but lucas is kinda hot now. hehh. but nathan is still the awesomest okayokay.

and im chosen for NS. arrr. i dont know what to say.

and i watched a movie,obssesed in the cinemas with my sisters and mum the other day. i dont think i've seen any movies with beyonce acting in it, so yeah. its quite okay. but ali larter was crazy in the movie. she's some crazy freaky woman.

and i had this ultra weird convo with my dad. like just a minute ago.

dad. me.
so. hows your studies?
huh?
hows everything? your studies. all those.
huh. okay la i guess.
yeah, study hard. focus more on what you wanna do now.
uhm. okay.
but make sure you study the rest of the subjects you dont like also. dont focus on the ones you like only.
uh huh. okay.
make sure you specialise. and do alot of your workbooks and revise thru everything.
okay. yeahps thanks.
off to work now. study hard.
sure. byee.

was that my dad?!

that is the freakiest conversation i have.
because. my dad rarely talks about this kinda stuff probably cos he doesnt want to pressure me and wtheck, now im damn freaking worried. and being worried is the worst feeling anyone can feel. damn it.

and i discovered a major problem.
mr long: you see, the problem you're facing now is you're memorizing the answers, you must understand it.

i have no idea why, but when he said it, for the first time after 9828465 people told me that i have to undertsand to do well, it sinked so deep in into my freaking heart.

not freaking heart, just heart.

i found my pokemon cards! :) hahaha. my dad found it actually.
gotta catch em all, gotta catch em all, POKEMON. eh its damn cute please.

now will everyone stop scaring me already :(

dear God, i shall commit all my worries into your amazing Hands, and i shall know that is everything is going to be great.