the way

i was actually okayy. until my tuition teacher kept saying again and again and again how much time we have left till trials and how much we have to start bucking up. but i dont think im gonna stress now. maybe later. 20 weeks of stress is just crazy.


fridays make me happy all the time. but when fridays come, it just hits me that, four days just passed!

have you ever had to make decisions that sometimes are hard to make? its simple actually but we always tend to complicate it. maybe because making decisions for me is one of the toughest things to do. i have an absolute fear of making the wrong choices. you know that you want it. but at the same time you're not sure if you really want it. and people just keep telling and encourage you to not do it. and you might want to listen to them because again, you're not sure if thats what you want. but you know that somehow when you look back one day, you might regret listening to them.

do we always go with the logic decisions? the ones that make us feel safe. the one that guarantees its going to be okay. or do we listen to our hearts sometimes.


the decisions that you make will shape everything else.


it seems like at the end of the day, you just gotta make that mistake to get it right.

:) nopeee im not emo! :) just tired.

i dont like being sad. it makes you feel so. weak. being happy is much much easier. but i dont think that being sad is a crime or a sin. for me, i think acknowledging that im sad is a brave thing to do. because im anti-sad. being sad for a good reason is okayy.

you know what they always say. when things get tough it is when you must never give up.
i was talking to huajie about it. seems so easy isnt it.

but its tough to stay tough when things are getting tough.

im happy! :) have a great week everyone :)