forgiving.

heya! just watched 21. jim strugges. is HOT. ahhhh. hahaha. he acted in across the univesre last time which then i thought he was already hot. but in this show. godddd. beyond words. no worries james lafferty im still a big big fan of yours :D

haha ohkay so anyway. today i felt God speaking to me through a book. was at Borders today with my sister and i came across this book. an hour to live and an hour to love by ricahrd carlson and kristin carlson. seems to me like another ordinary book but i guess this is probably a little bit different form the rest. but when i reached this certain pharagraph i really felt God wanting to really speak to me. so i listened to him.

forgiving. such a simple word but most of the time people fail to do it. i have to admit sometimes its really hard to forgive someone who probably does some serious damage to your heart or maybe just little stuff that offends you. so forgetting must be even worst. if you cant forgive then you cant forget. period.

but then again. is it that worth it to get angry over something which later you look back might seem so silly? i get angry over stuff so silly like when my mum nags me about cleaning my room or my teacher telling to keep quiet in my class or just people annoying me with stupid actions and words. its okay to get angry for a while. we are all human. all of us have feelings. but you just gotta really make sure that feeling doesnt eat you up.

i remembered in the Bible when Jesus was on the cross and everyone was really mean to him He said to God, forgive them for they dont know what they are doing. honestly if i was Jesus i would be so angry that i would probably die of angriness on the cross. how can this people still insult me and say mean stuff about me when im dying for them? so yeah Jesus really showed us the perfect example of forgiving. there He is dying for other people. and here we are getting angry over small stuff that doenst even matter.

haha its not easy. but you gotta really trust God every single time. pray for the strengh. and i wouldnt wanna die and regret for being mean and angry to someone just because they did some silly mistake. imagine with all that time you being angry with others you can make full use of that time being happy and doing other things that are beneficial. so i shall TRY REALLY REALLY HARD to not get angry when someone does somehting mean to me :)

thank you God. you give little surprises in life when i least expect it.
i love you. and jim strugges :) and james lafferty.

hugs!