Friday, January 22, 2010

summer

no matter if a week had been tough, or how tiring it was, God puts Fridays to remind us that rest is here, and everything is going to be great :)

i wannnt gossip girl :( xoxo.

i think US sounds really good. im glad that i talked to people about it, thank you su and yew juan :) and it sounds really promising :)


i feel like marrying you, friday.

Friday, January 15, 2010

ships

fridays are the best days in the entire universe! which reminds me of my spm essay. everyone wrote about deep shit stuff like, how beauty is about the inside, and about how at the end we went separate ways, this super emo question and so many people wrote about war and sad stuff, and i worte about my favourite day of the week -__________-


OHH i love fridays cos theres no tuitions! which is actually bullshit because i have chem tuition, but i dont mind chem tuition :) ahem. and i get to come home from school early! and my parents get to eat lunch early with me cos they have extra hours of lunch break which is also bullshit because they are working. i get to watch movies in the afternoon with my sisters! my sisters sleep in the afternoon and i have to rush my chem tuition homework. hahahaha. like 6 year old essay la! T_T i hope my examiner isnt reading this.


and im not so sure where we are heading now. it seems like we are taking our own time. but hey i dont mind it at all. because im not exactly sure of what i want either.


im craving for laksa! my dad bought laksa yesterday but i was already asleep. BUTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY SISTER SAID, NO NEED WAKE HER UP LA. -__________________________-

what kind of a sister is that.


k must go watch some cantonese drama now. damn drama damn emo. whuhuuuu :(

happy friday! BEST DAY OF THE WEEK!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

comfort

when i was six, i remember i was having my kindergarten exams the next day and i lost my colour pencils. my grandpa drove out and bought me this 12 colour pencils which comes in a box. and i remembered clearly i threw tantrum because i wanted the one with 24 colours. and he drove out again and bought me the one with 24 colours. i was a darn spoilt brat.

why isnt my mum replying my email :(

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

bahahaha

everytime i come to my blog, i feel like i died already. what a dead blogg snoreesss.

okay so what have i been up to!

im currently working with peter and jane now, its a huge kindy just right outside my house, ground floor, first floor, second floor, maybe four ten times the size of my house. the good thing about working here is that, its really near my house, so i get to wake up at maybe 7:40 and reach work just in time by 8.00. and i've got really nice, well some to be honest, people working together with me, and there is this aunty which is super funny and super nice to me, makes me laugh all the time :D hahaha.


so what do i do there? i've got to make sure the kids are all smiley and clever in the morning because nursery now is until nine thirty, then next week ten thirty, and the next eleven thirty and finally twelve thirty. its a darn tough job, seriouslyyy because all they do is cryyyy and cryyyy and they wanna run away to dont know where and i dont really get what they are saying because most of them are only three and four so i just say okayokay sure sure clever boy/girl! i know i suck, but i really need to try to really understand them in the few coming weeks!


then next they will just play till twelve, have lunch, nap time, snack time and go home! sounds damn easy right, but omg belum cuba belum tahu. sekali cuba, tiap-tiap hari tak mahu. i enjoy it really cos got this cute boy there hahahahahaha, omg weih seriously. he's only two but he's like the cutest boy EVERRRRRRR. but cannot, he's 15 years younger than me -.- damn gg, i cannot imagine man. okay enough!


my body aches like its gonna break already. i need massage! :D


i miss you liesa, cant wait to see you this friday! :D
if he likes that econs girl right lis, im speechless man. rlly. crazy every class also got girls one la howwwwww!


dont want ten kids adi.
i will die. really.


if it makes you happy, i think you're making the right choice jh! :) so many unis there, not only the ones in canada! :)

haha nites!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

i'll like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly.

hehh i passed my undanggg! seriously thank God to the max. its all God's effort, thank you God! i have no idea why everyone's so calm about it, i freaked out as much as how i would freak out for spm, but everyone like undang only ma -.- all you 48, 49, 50 people can go away la. BUT SUPER SMART OKAY. genius to the max!

just came back from jin's place. a few of us were over there just chilling and emoing about how everyone is gonna start college at different places and how we are not suppose to find new best friends and close friends. GOH JIN WAI. LIESAAA. LEE JUN YEN HEARD THAT :( haha super funny.

i just hate that everything's gonna change you know :( and i think this is gonna be a huge change.

hehh, nitey!

Friday, December 11, 2009

tennesse

i think hans zimmer's are the most beautiful songs i've ever heard my entire life.

through heaven's eyes from prince of egypt is stuck in my head, and its such an awesome song!


haha princess and the frog ribbit ribbit :D was pretty awesome :) we were surrounded by little kids screaming about and hahaha. two 17 year old kids in there lol. EH WE ARE ACTUALLY STILL KIDS OKAY. under 18 whattt :) but yeah it was a great and funny thursday haha.


and okayyyy, im starting to freak out about college plans now etc. because. well because for the past 17 years of my life, i never had to make ONE SINGLE decision. all was planned and awesome and i knew what to expect time after time. so yeah, im pretty afraid now, to be honest. haha i honestly kinda felt lost after spm was over, i know wtf, shoot me. because before that i knew what i had to do was study hard for spm, but now? yeahhhhh :/


but one thing i know is that, i know wherever the future leads me its going to be great, maybe not to the sight of the world, but to the sight of God. its always nice to commit things to God and know that He's going to lead me to a great life ahead, and i never have to worry on whether if i could have found a better higher paying job, or went to a better country to study. sometimes i dont see it like at that instant what He does benefits me but after that i do see it.



like just for an example. i was in matahari last year. and when i first found out i was like, omg type wrongly is it. or haha i think its nat tan, not nat khoo. so i didnt bother until liesa told me eh nat, we're in the same class next year! uhh *stunt* for a few hours. haha uhh okay wtheck?!



i was afraid trust me. come on, those ppl there have IQ of 100000. but at the same time i was excited and to be honest pretty proud of myself. becasue i made my mum proud! and yeahhh. so i was there, it was an eye opener. stressed like nobody's business. because everything i did in matahari was never good enough. you get 80, people get 90. you get 90, people get 100. but i never gotten 80. or 90. hahaha. but hey i made some really great friends even in matahari, and they turned out to be nice and awesome after all!



and then im in teratai this year. well i was majorly disappointed i dropped class. and i kept asking God like, why did He put in matahari for a year, made me felt like im capable of doing anything, and now, degrading me? so yeahh, but i can say that, everything worked out for the better, AND I CAN NEVER ASK FOR MORE. the people i have in my class, the environment, the excitement.



in form four, i was in matahari, made great friends, worked my ass off, and i felt thankful because under all that pressure i know i wouldnt have slacked a single bit. and then in form five, i was in a class with most of my close friends, and i didnt stress that much, and i felt like it was good! okayy im not saying if mataharians will be smarter in the future or teratains will be, but i believe that God knows our hearts and what we are made of and He always put us in a place where we can shine most and bring the best out of us, inside out.


maybe you are a person who works better under pressure, or maybe you work better without pressure. maybe you can mingle around better with your group of friends, or maybe you're not really into having new friends, so what im trying to say is that, everyone's different in their own awesome way, and yeahps, God always has the BESTEST plans you can ever dream of! so no worries!


who are we to judge how great you will be in life next time? or how much money you will be generating. or how big and small your car is. or anything la okay. so it doesnt matter what class are we in right now, or how we decide to grade ourselves as better people than the others or less compared to others, i believe all of us are gonna do great in life, and yessss, HAPPY HAPPY JOYJOY! :D


pls pls stay in touch everyone :(



so yess, all you awesome people whos gonna be doctors ahemm juann and engineers ahemm jin accountant ahemm liesa, juat, physoclogist ahemm melll, and all the other stuff, DO REMEMBER MEEEEEE :D and all the awesome people in arts stream whos gonna be lawyers and businessman, please dont con me :)



time to catch up with important peopleeee! :)
haha its gonna be a great day, cos its friday, right mr szeeee? :)
haha happy fridayy!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

goodnight.

i just set my alarm to wake up at six and wrote down my to-do-list for 9th december and i realised. OMG SPM IS OVER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. YESYESYESYESYEYSYSYSYSYEYSYSYEYSYS!

okay this just totally uhh made me do the -.- look times one million times.
someone's facebook: SPM IS OVER YAY!
some asshole stranger commented: oh great welcome to college torture!


WHAT THE HECK! GO GET A FREAKING LIFE LA YOU DUMBDUMB. PEOPLE CANNOT BE HAPPY ONE MEH SPM OVER HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. GAY SHYTE.


okay i admitted i was like that when pmr was over too, BUT DID I COMMENT ON ANYONE'S FACEBOOK saying hahaha, welcome to form four torture. OMG ANGRY TO THE MAXX!


anywayyy, i finally watched new moon! :D withh annoying jin, liesa, jun, koks, jie, jou and joel. i wasnt all OMG NEW MOON *DROOLS* like liesa ahem. but. i shall just say what i feel about the movie la okaysss. OMG DAMN SAD LAAAA! at the end part. when bella said to jacob what nonsense oh i will always love you, please dont make me choose. its always been edward all along.


liesa, jie, jun, me.
*STUNT FACE*

WHAT THE HECK! OMGGG STUPIDDDDD.

i know all these nonsense of team jacob and team edward is ridiculous, but TEAM JACOB!



what i felt was. bella was totally using jacob as her rebound. and like every fifteen minutes their face super near to each other and they seem like they wanna kiss but thank God they didnt. pheww. if not liesa beside me will totally scream and rip jin's head off hahaha. and come on man, DONT go near him and act all omg jacob you're the best and when edward comes back, I'VE ALWAYS CHOSEN HIM -.- GG!



okayy maybe i dont have much right to judge her, because maybe she was lonely and obviously she needed someone to make her feel better and jacob was there and all. but i felt rally bad for jacob like seriously at the end. not because taylor lautner is hot or what, die liesa sure kill me one, but its just his whole protective character and omggg i want a guy like him toooooo! :)




and OMG I GOT THE BEST THING IN TOWNNNN. ONE TREE HILL SESAON SEVEN HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. JAMES LAFFERTY JAMES LAFFERTY!




okayy maybe to most of you, like whatttt -.- one tree hill? isnt that like what my grandparents watches -.- and yeahh of course compared to gossip girls and GA and 90210 or whatever, its wayy more outdated and old. but i think why it sorts of matters to me is because, i practically grew up watching it. and though as naive it may sound, somehow its not very hard to relate to the characters in the show, and i never fail to sometimes feel like, hey im not alone is this or hey omg that is EXACTLY what i feel right now!



so yeahh, im not against any other series, but its just that one tree hill will always be the series that accomponied me in my high school years and yeahh :) got new hot guy in the series though, robert buckley, hothothot! :D the only sad part about the series is that you go all AWWH OMG SO SWEET! and you realise oh great all of them happily together and you're stuck alone watching how wonderful their lives are. great just great.



damn, im exhausted. sleep till next year!
see you tmr nathan scott! :D


doubt not even a earthquake can wake me up.